Man. i was caught up in SO much Winona drama i forgot to blogspot. silly silly me.
i really don't think i've ever had this much drama going on in my life, that i did not have any control over. that was an awful feeling. so some semi-good news, jillian and i are at LEAST talking again. cause we're trying this thing, acting grown-up!? and i was talking to my friend tim about the situation and his only response (cause it was via facebook-AIM) was "isn't that a bit childish?" in regards to jillian & i not speaking. so i thought about that for a few days, and decided that i have to act grown up and begin fixing everything that had just fallen apart and broke.
so anyways, i am moving on, realizing a LOT about myself. that when i start a friendship i put my whole self into it, expecting nothing less from the other person. which i guess is scary & asking a lot but i'm pretty sure that's what happened with jillian. and also that she & i have such varying viewpoints, that i didn't know existed regarding relationships and the ways she's changed in the past 3 years, way more then i have!!!! it's strange.
but i am SO glad that we have grown closer and stronger as friends during these years, and we are going to continue to grow :) and that honestly, really! excites me.
so another life lesson learned.
lovelovelove,
CA
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